Wrote a blog that took me 30mins. All about me bitching. (I’m sorry for the cussing)
I finished it and did not publish it because I realized I felt better… So now you won’t have to read and think “grow up you heartless b!!”.
I’m just very tired and my house is a mess that I can’t clean right now😓
Almost 31 weeks into TWIN pregnancy!
It’s getting harder to even wipe my own… but it doesn’t matter, I want to have two healthy little girls! 😁
That being said…
The mess did not get better after venting on here. It is still there!
there is a women in China holding a black umbrella so she
won’t taste the salt of the rain when the sky begins to weep,
there is a 17 year old girl who smells like pomegranates and has summer air tight on her naked skin, wrapping around her scars
like veins in a bloody garden, who won’t make it past tomorrow,
there is a young man, who buys yellow flowers for the woman
in apartment 84B, who learned braille when he realized she
couldn’t read his poetry about her white neck and mint eyes
there are people watching films,
making love for the first time, opening mail with the
heading of ‘i miss you’, cooking noodles with
organic spices and red sauces, buying lemon detergent,
ignoring ‘do not smoke’ signs, painting murals
of his lips in abandoned warehouses, chewing
the words ‘i love you’ over and over again, swallowing
phone numbers and forgotten birthdays, eating
strawberry pies, drinking white wine off of each
others open mouths, ignoring the telephone,
reading this poem
someone is thinking
someone finally understands
they never really
"There is something magical about running; after a certain distance, it transcends the body. Then a bit further, it transcends the mind. A bit further yet, and what you have before you, laid bare, is the soul."