Officially I’m still a month away from having these little ones, but my body is ready! Or rather my mind?

I’m so tired and I seriously have a hard time moving around. My feel get so swollen and I feel like I need to go pee (pardon the expression) all the time! But it is just the weight of the girls๐Ÿ˜‘

We feel like we are ready (as in cribs ready, diapers ready, clothes, car seats, stroller) but I know that when the time comes I’ll be panicking and I know I won’t be ready! At least emotionally and physically.
Two different women approached me asking me if I was carrying twins!!!! Funny one of them knew because she has twin granddaughters and she said I looked like her daughter in law right before having them! Geez!

She said the first year would be hard but once we were past that ONE first year things would finally feel better and be better. Her last words were “hang in there, God bless you”. Makes me wonder just how much work awaits, not that I am totally ignorant about it but.. Maybe it will be 10 times harder??๐Ÿ˜ฑ

Anyways in other news…
Can I pls deliver now??!!!๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ฒ

— 3 days ago with 5 notes
Today I went with my mom to Dick’s and I can’t tell you how I felt!
I wanted to buy leggings and shirts and socks and headbands and shoes!!

I got excited… For nothing.๐Ÿ˜“ 
That shoe is the new Pegasus and I love running in these because I had a stress fracture on my heel thanks to the Nike Free, I’ve been an avid Pegasus fan after someone at a running store recommended those. I probably have about 4 pairs of these and if I could, I’d be buying these new ones!!

Oh well… Soon perhaps?

Today I went with my mom to Dick’s and I can’t tell you how I felt!
I wanted to buy leggings and shirts and socks and headbands and shoes!!

I got excited… For nothing.๐Ÿ˜“
That shoe is the new Pegasus and I love running in these because I had a stress fracture on my heel thanks to the Nike Free, I’ve been an avid Pegasus fan after someone at a running store recommended those. I probably have about 4 pairs of these and if I could, I’d be buying these new ones!!

Oh well… Soon perhaps?

— 3 days ago with 4 notes
Thank you so much for the well wishes!! LOL!! ๐Ÿ˜…

I’ll be doing the same… Specially with the legs๐Ÿ˜‚

Thank you so much for the well wishes!! LOL!! ๐Ÿ˜…

I’ll be doing the same… Specially with the legs๐Ÿ˜‚

— 6 days ago
Uh-oh…

Might be a few weeks, a few days, but right this moment I feel like it may be hours!??

Bloody show tonight, eeeek!
No contractions though, no pain, but things can progress pretty quick. Hope it’s not the case tonight.
Glad I’m having a sonogram tomorrow at 9:30am followed by obgyn check up. Hopefully everything is ok…
Also, mom will be here tomorrow!! Yay!

I know my husband is under a lot of stress right now but I hope he can understand how I feel too. Not saying my feelings are more important than his, only that we are BOTH going through a lot right now.

Lily and Ellie might be here earlier than 38 weeks but the doctor said that could happen so no surprises. Yeah right!

There’s a lot you don’t know about this pregnancy. My biggest desire is that in the end I can share it with you as an awesome experience and that I can introduce both Lily and Ellie to you, as two healthy babies!

Until then… I’ll be around or not for a while. Yikes!๐Ÿ˜ฌ๐Ÿ˜ฌ๐Ÿ˜ฌ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

— 6 days ago with 2 notes
#almost time 

theapparatusissublime:

Bjork - Unison

This song is just so beautiful when you listen to it LOUD! Or just with really good headphones…

Mind blowing!๐Ÿ’ฅโœจ

— 1 week ago with 263 notes
#björk  #unison  #favorite singer 
Feeling unsure

My body definitively feels different.
I’m not sure how much longer I can keep these little ones in ma’belly!

Experienced pain last Sunday but not bad enough for real labor, plug thingy made it’s appearance yesterday but my doctor said it would regenerate and as long as my water didn’t break or had bad pain to where Tylenol would not make it go away, then I shouldn’t worry.
However, I do need to stay hydrated and rest as much as I can.

My mother is flying into town this Thursday, phew! Then again my house is a complete mess and I need to clean as best as I can because I would not want her to come and find my house looking and smelling the way it does.
If you wonder what that smell is, dirty bathrooms and dog’s paws.

Earlier today I had a very sharp pain on the lower right side of my belly. I tried to roll over too fast on the sofa and I know it was round ligament pain but by god that hurt so bad I felt like crying!
It was intense and lasted less than a minute, yet longer than normal “round ligament pain”. Made me feel scared, baby A started moving a lot and the more she moved the more it hurt! Finally it went away and I could move and get up. Geez!!

I am thinking I seriously need to take it easy because the truth is I feel like I’m not going to make it past this month. It is too scary and physically draining! I can think positive and think I will make it to September 12. But my body is really telling me otherwise…

— 1 week ago with 4 notes
#round ligament pain 
Nanu-nanu…

Nanu-nanu…

(Source: gh-05-t, via sabine)

— 1 week ago with 43137 notes

shipsatcove:

Tiara <3

My son when we stop at wallgreens…

(Source: mcaubergine)

— 1 week ago with 672891 notes
The Pumpkin Run 5K at WSU 2012.

I remember my mom ran this with us and it was cold, as it usually is.

I got very excited thinking it is almost that time of the year when we run these &#8220;Fall&#8221; races I love so much. 
One is, The Pumpkin Run, it&#8217;s fun and you can be as ridiculous as you want to be because it is a costume race or just a time where you can dress however the heck you want and get away with it. Picture, me up there.
Another favorite is the Rosstober Fest, 5K. It is for muscular dystrophy and it is called &#8220;Rosstober&#8221; because they started it for a kid named Ross with M.D and it is held&#8230; Well you guessed it, every October.
Why it is my favorite 5K? Because it goes through one of my favorite neighborhoods in Wichita. College Hill, all with brick roads and colonial, brick houses, mature maple trees that have the most beautiful colors during that time. There&#8217;s something so magical about that place. Ppl sitting on their front porches, cheering up the runners as their blurry little bodies are wrapped in blankets and sip on coffee. It is just so magical and cozy&#8230; 
The finish line is next to this church, outside, they have big speakers blaring awesome music (like the first year we ran this race they played Prince and that was cool!) then you proceed (after catching your breath because there&#8217;s this small very steep hill you have to pretty much drag yourself up), to either eat the usual banana and oranges and maybe some bread and a cold water OR you can exchange that for a cold beer and a bratwurst! Which is what EVERYONE does! The atmosphere is just perfect, although most of the time everyone seems to be freezing cold, we all enjoy standing there, drinking cold beer cheering the rest of the runners as they climb their way to the finish line. It is just an awesome race!!

I will miss those two races this year. I think we&#8217;ve been running them since 2011? The best local 5K&#8217;s in Fall. And it needs to be mentioned they both make the best t-shirts ever!
I thought maybe I&#8217;d be lucky enough and be able to run, but alas after a c-section with twins (in September if I get there), I know there&#8217;s no way I&#8217;ll be up and running a half a mile, let alone 3! 
That&#8217;s gonna suck! I need those t shirts but I need to earn them! 
Ugh!

The Pumpkin Run 5K at WSU 2012.

I remember my mom ran this with us and it was cold, as it usually is.

I got very excited thinking it is almost that time of the year when we run these “Fall” races I love so much.
One is, The Pumpkin Run, it’s fun and you can be as ridiculous as you want to be because it is a costume race or just a time where you can dress however the heck you want and get away with it. Picture, me up there.
Another favorite is the Rosstober Fest, 5K. It is for muscular dystrophy and it is called “Rosstober” because they started it for a kid named Ross with M.D and it is held… Well you guessed it, every October.
Why it is my favorite 5K? Because it goes through one of my favorite neighborhoods in Wichita. College Hill, all with brick roads and colonial, brick houses, mature maple trees that have the most beautiful colors during that time. There’s something so magical about that place. Ppl sitting on their front porches, cheering up the runners as their blurry little bodies are wrapped in blankets and sip on coffee. It is just so magical and cozy…
The finish line is next to this church, outside, they have big speakers blaring awesome music (like the first year we ran this race they played Prince and that was cool!) then you proceed (after catching your breath because there’s this small very steep hill you have to pretty much drag yourself up), to either eat the usual banana and oranges and maybe some bread and a cold water OR you can exchange that for a cold beer and a bratwurst! Which is what EVERYONE does! The atmosphere is just perfect, although most of the time everyone seems to be freezing cold, we all enjoy standing there, drinking cold beer cheering the rest of the runners as they climb their way to the finish line. It is just an awesome race!!

I will miss those two races this year. I think we’ve been running them since 2011? The best local 5K’s in Fall. And it needs to be mentioned they both make the best t-shirts ever!
I thought maybe I’d be lucky enough and be able to run, but alas after a c-section with twins (in September if I get there), I know there’s no way I’ll be up and running a half a mile, let alone 3!
That’s gonna suck! I need those t shirts but I need to earn them!
Ugh!

— 1 week ago with 7 notes
#running  #5K  #pumpkin run  #Rosstober fest  #Wichita college hill